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Jun. 3rd, 2011


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Done with Year 1.

Not a freshman anymore.

Oficially rotten. XDDD

May. 25th, 2011


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Two days left till the end of finals and freshman year...


Oh my God, can I just skip the last two papers and be free now? *sobs*

May. 15th, 2011


Major FML

I lost my iPhone...

...After I blacked out, hit my head, and had to go to the hospital.

Apparently, someone thought it would be a good chance to steal an iPhone from an unconscious girl.

May. 1st, 2011


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Have you felt so much anger and sadness just twisting and churning inside you with no way to release them and you just want to destroy yourself from the inside out?

Maybe it's better to be cold after all...

Apr. 24th, 2011


/人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\

Wow Kinokuniya actually brought in the PIXIV Girls Collection artbook. Somehow that makes me impressed haha.

And thank you, Morris, for searching and getting it for me. :D
You are the best thing that ever happened to me. <33
How can I ever live without you...

Apr. 23rd, 2011


Puella Magi Madoka Magica


If you think it's some cutesy, girly, lame and annoying anime, well... don't worry, Urobuchi Gen (the writer) is a "magnificent sadistic bastard", to quote a Youtube user.

The first two episodes were indeed full of fluff, but I think the utopian quality in the beginning is to set a bigger contrast to the despair, hopelessness that will creep in. I have a suspicion that Urobuchi Gen has a grudge against lolicon fetishists and is just trying to set them up. So if you're looking for a feel-good anime, stay away haha. It does not end well.

I think its popularity will grow even more in the next few weeks and I'm expecting to see lots of fanfiction/fanart/cosplay.

One thing I really like about it is that there is an explanation as to why the protagonist is special (and powerful), not like BLEACH or Suzumiya Haruhi... And the anime handles time looping really well (not like Higurashi).

Oh, and at the end there's a scene with two presumably naked girls (but their bodies are censored with galactic textures) hugging and with one of them saying "Don't you mind? That I will forget you? That I won't ever feel you again?"... But by then you would be so blown away by their friendship that you probably wouldn't mind even if you're dead set against lesbianism (but, really, they are naked to show purity... and maybe a little fanservice).

Now I just have to wait till May 25th for the Original Soundtrack CD to be out so that I can download it haha.
Will definitely learn to play 2 of the songs in it too.

P.S. I think Sayaka has mastered the art of smile-crying...


Apr. 14th, 2011



Hey friends,

Have any of you ordered books through Kinokuniya before?
Can you tell me the process and how much they charge compared to getting stuff online?

I want the Pixiv Girls Collection art book(s) (Haven't decided if I just want the 2011 edition or the past editions as well heh...) *w*

Apr. 11th, 2011




The last 2 episodes of Puella Magi Madoka Magica will air on 21st of April, after about a month of delay due to the earthquake.

Don't underestimate this girly girly anime, one of the best short anime (standard 13 episodes) I've watched in a while.
Great plot and twist, strong characters, music by Kajiura Yuki, and they mixed science fiction and fantasy (magic) very well.


I wonder how it will turn out... I have a feeling it will be a totally happy ending like Mai-Hime where all the characters are revived from their deaths... And I would like that, since I love all the characters, but it would be difficult to play that card (happy-happy ending) without making the whole story feel redundant because there are no hard consequences (like the school essays which little kids write where you have a really intense story and right at the climax, you wake up and realized it was all just a dream).

Apr. 1st, 2011


The Aging Process


Tried to play Stepmania today and I have problems even with level 3, level 3!!!!, songs.
I could play level 7 songs with ease 2 years ago.
My speed of reaction is definitely deteriorating. ;_;

Mar. 27th, 2011


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What does loneliness feel like?
A deathly cold hand gripping your heart...
What does horror feel like?
Your stomach twisting and your head spinning as reality comes crashing down on you...
What do people do before taking their lives?
Pack their rooms and take out the trash apparently, hoping the body will be found in a neat and tidy room...

Having a person as your raison d'etre is a dangerous thing...
What happens when the person who is closest to you, whom you love most and whom you THINK loves you most turns out to be the person who hurts you the deepest?

How to move on, if in a split second, the entire future you have envisioned, your supposed 30 years of happily-ever-after gets wiped off as though they never existed?

You don't move on. You're stuck alone in a grey world, frozen in time as the rest of the world continues to spin.
You're dead; at least emotionally, if you didn't manage to finish it off physically.

You continue saying "I'm fine" to the whole world.
"Fine" is a convenient four-letter word, when you feel unworthy of anyone's attention or concern.

[I am okay. Above is what happened to a friend, not me.]

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