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June 2011

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What does loneliness feel like?
A deathly cold hand gripping your heart...
What does horror feel like?
Your stomach twisting and your head spinning as reality comes crashing down on you...
What do people do before taking their lives?
Pack their rooms and take out the trash apparently, hoping the body will be found in a neat and tidy room...

Having a person as your raison d'etre is a dangerous thing...
What happens when the person who is closest to you, whom you love most and whom you THINK loves you most turns out to be the person who hurts you the deepest?

How to move on, if in a split second, the entire future you have envisioned, your supposed 30 years of happily-ever-after gets wiped off as though they never existed?

You don't move on. You're stuck alone in a grey world, frozen in time as the rest of the world continues to spin.
You're dead; at least emotionally, if you didn't manage to finish it off physically.

You continue saying "I'm fine" to the whole world.
"Fine" is a convenient four-letter word, when you feel unworthy of anyone's attention or concern.

[I am okay. Above is what happened to a friend, not me.]

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